Why am I blogging? Especially when I am a civil servant ( I Teach!) under watchful eyes, have to watch what i wear- what I say- how I conduct myself? Yes, it's no fun being constrained like that. But I figure, if i stay off politics (Which is a damn bore to me anyway) and don't bring much of my work into my blogging ( which will be a bore to you anyway)... I'll be ok.
If there's one thing you haven't noticed about me yet, I sit on the fence in life. Maybe it's my Libran nature. Or my reading of Asian Philosophy ( Taoism- inaction- circle of life- similar crap I temporarily indulged in to get my degree) which causes me to appear to most people --- like a doormat. But I am just someone who's easily contented. I'm not a perfectionist... which is great cos i get things done quick and won't give two fucks about it after. (oh look... i used the F-word.. now I could either use backspace and erase that or just leave it because there's so much more "inappropriate" lingo floating around out there anyway (most of it from the mouths of your children!)
But no worries, fuck is just about the most foul word you'd see off my page. That and asshole, which is also part of my casual vocabulary. I sure as hell don't want my page littered with "CCB" "KNN" and the works... simply because they're attention grabbing expletives. So unbecoming.
Possibly, another thing you will notice is that I digress. A lot. I just speak/ type as I think. Which I guess is a good thing. Therapy for me.Brain-chew for you. Whoo hoo! :) Oh yes, let me teach you this word, since it cropped up. Brain-Chew. It's like when you vaguely remember something.. like the name of an actor perhaps, it's at the back of your mind but you somehow just can't remember it... and yet you just can't forget about the matter and get on with your life. yes, that feeling. Brain chew. This word I picked up from my boyfriend Skye. (Which I will probably talk about some time)
Ok. Don't want a thesis for my first blog entry. So there you go... A Thing ( or Two) About Holly Jean. That's my name by the way ( sorry I only mentioned it at the end of the blog entry instead of the start... I'm a vule like that ... yes, that's another new word.. for another day.)
If there's one thing you haven't noticed about me yet, I sit on the fence in life. Maybe it's my Libran nature. Or my reading of Asian Philosophy ( Taoism- inaction- circle of life- similar crap I temporarily indulged in to get my degree) which causes me to appear to most people --- like a doormat. But I am just someone who's easily contented. I'm not a perfectionist... which is great cos i get things done quick and won't give two fucks about it after. (oh look... i used the F-word.. now I could either use backspace and erase that or just leave it because there's so much more "inappropriate" lingo floating around out there anyway (most of it from the mouths of your children!)
But no worries, fuck is just about the most foul word you'd see off my page. That and asshole, which is also part of my casual vocabulary. I sure as hell don't want my page littered with "CCB" "KNN" and the works... simply because they're attention grabbing expletives. So unbecoming.
Possibly, another thing you will notice is that I digress. A lot. I just speak/ type as I think. Which I guess is a good thing. Therapy for me.Brain-chew for you. Whoo hoo! :) Oh yes, let me teach you this word, since it cropped up. Brain-Chew. It's like when you vaguely remember something.. like the name of an actor perhaps, it's at the back of your mind but you somehow just can't remember it... and yet you just can't forget about the matter and get on with your life. yes, that feeling. Brain chew. This word I picked up from my boyfriend Skye. (Which I will probably talk about some time)
Ok. Don't want a thesis for my first blog entry. So there you go... A Thing ( or Two) About Holly Jean. That's my name by the way ( sorry I only mentioned it at the end of the blog entry instead of the start... I'm a vule like that ... yes, that's another new word.. for another day.)
oh i love this line of your
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But no worries, fuck is just about the most foul word you'd see off my page. That and asshole, which is also part of my casual vocabulary. I sure as hell don't want my page littered with "CCB" "KNN" and the works... simply because they're attention grabbing expletives. So unbecoming.
real good
real good, ure like myself
but aint good if u use
'fuck' in class haha.
...for a novice blogger you have enticed me to respond from as far as KL...
ReplyDeleteDon't think you ever need vulgarities to attract fans to your blog. It seems not so long that we last meet under extenuating circumstances but the all is till vivid.... but will keep it just that way.
I need to reflect and pause to ponder what we last spoke off..... that "crazy old disgusting......." is well embedded. Forgiving as I may be, I am truly supportive of your blog... cheers to a noble profession"al"